Originally my FET was scheduled for about Jan 8, 2010. Well it's now looking more like the last week in January. I'm on day 32 and no AF in sight. I had and u/s this morning. My lining is 7.5 and I have 4 follies in the 16-20 range. Sorry, correction they were follicles until the shot 2 weeks ago, now they are cysts. WTF is with my body. I'm so down today with all of this shit. I can't get my period when it's convenient, nope I like 37 - 52 day cycles. I can't make follies unless I've been injected with shit to kill them. And all of a sudden my body wants to make it's own decent lining! Really!
I'm trying very hard not to get frustrated with all of this. But some days, I just want to pull out my hair! Today is a hair pulling day. I'm ticked off my body never co-operates, no matter what I do. I'm ticked of the clinic in Toronto hasn't called us to arrange the referral consult. I'm ticked off I've done nothing but play phone tag with the SG International Liason. I just feel like I'm on a stationary bike pedaling as fast as fuck and getting no where!
And I just thought of something that made me sick to my stomach....
What if I never get to be a mom!?