December 2, 2010

Waiting on the Mail...

We broke down and ordered something.  All the 'fertiles' I know think we are nuts.  But for an infertile, especially those who have lost a Bebe you will understand.  We are renting a fetal Doppler for 6 months.  We ordered it on Monday, we think it is going to be here today or tomorrow.  It really can't come fast enough for me.  As I said to JD last night, I don't feel pregnant, just fat! 

The morning sickness I was experiencing on the weekend has all but disappeared.  The daily spotting has disappeared as well!  Yahh!  But I really don't feel pregnant.  Maybe I am just one of the lucky ones.  But man I would love some reassurance.  And poas is out of the question as my hcg would still be high even if we did have a missed miscarriage. 

I think I am extra anxious as today is the first Thursday I haven't had an u/s.  I know I really shouldn't be worrying as the spotting is stopped.  But dang it is just so hard.  Y'know?!?

Anyway I've been to work a lot this week.  No full 12 hour days but I've done three 7 hour shifts and the weekend.  And I feel okay.  I just wish I could get clearance to go back to the gym.  I feel like my ass is getting really saggy!  LOL!  I definitely have a gut, but there is no crunches going to be done for quite awhile.  I just want to be able to get back on the treadmill and the bike.  Work my lower half since that's my trouble zone. 

I'm going to follow up with my new ob today and ensure they got my referral and see when I can get back in there to have this SCH checked.  Hopefully things will continue to be quiet on that front.  I hope all my blog friends are doing well! 

Much Love!

ks

4 comments:

LisainSK said...

Hey ks...hope the doppler brings you some assurance! Glad to hear the spotting has stopped...I think that's the most important thing. PG symptoms apparently come and go. You may very well be one of the lucky ones!! Take care...

Brenda said...

I am glad you are getting a doppler. I hope that it brings you peace of mind. I know that if I could have rented a u/s machine, I would have used it every day. Thinking of you all...

Michelle D said...

Hoping your package comes soon with some reassurance also. I understand the worry of not feeling pregnant (only got sick once). Hoping you are a lucky one too. Hope your appointment with the new ob comes quickly :) Take care

Anonymous said...

I also rented a doppler when I was preggy. Don't worry if you have trouble finding the hb at first, I wasn't able to find it on the I rented until I was close to 17 weeks preggy.
LKL