Apparently I do! I thought it was just one of those freak things, or maybe my imagination, but a couple of weeks ago I thought one of my (.)(.) leaked. Then it happened again Tuesday morning, and I thought maybe I didn't dry myself off enough, until I got home and took off my bra and found it caked to my tata! Again I kind of shrugged it off, but nope! Yesterday morning I pulled a new clean, cake less, bra out of the dryer and sported that for most of the day. Sure enough at around 7pm I'm changing into my pj's and again clean bra is stuck to my tata.
I know it can happen, but I'm a little worried that my body is getting ready a little bit too early. So my nerves are high and I am a bit cranky from worry. On top of that I feel horrible about myself right now. I had worked so hard to lose the weight my stupid thyroid disease and fertility drugs piled on me, and now with being on limited duties all the weight has flooded back on. I know a lot of it is baby weight, but my body also likes to pile it on to my hips, @ss and thighs. So I feel super unattractive right now.
Well JD loves the gym. And that's fine with me really. (Okay not really because I can't go) But he works until 7 most nights and then goes to the gym until 9 or 10 at night. Well anyway I'm not going to get into it, but let's just say I'm not a very happy person right now. And we fought until 1130 last night. And today I'm still.... It's not even that I'm mad at him really. I'm just feel so unattractive, and unwanted, and I'm terrified that I will never get my body back to where I once was. My mom is seriously over weight with no thyroid issues, so I know how easy it can happen without anything hindering you. What's going to happen to me???
Okay enough! Back to work! I'm sure I'll snap out of this soon. I may be a bit hormonal lately. Gee you think, since I'm leaking milk!?!?