For all your wonderful comments yesterday. I read through them many times to help me get through the day. I can't express to you all how much it means to have you all cheer leading this on. It makes me feel not so alone! I try to talk to JD about all my anxieties but he doesn't want to hear it. He is bound and determined to stay positive and optimistic and y'know that's why I love him so much!
Well I got the call!
So it looks good! Really good! We are still in the middle of singleton and twin numbers. I know you can't read into the numbers too much. U/S is now booked for 2.5 weeks from now. Which is good because by then we should see a heartbeat or two!? Shady45 wants another beta draw on Friday though. Since they aren't counting the first beta, and they like to see a progression of 3 rising betas. I'm not as worried as I was yesterday though. Our doubling time this time was 40 hrs. And to be honest with you I had promised myself that if it was over 400 I was going to stop being scared.
And y'know what else. In the last 24 hours I've become very fine with the idea of 1 special little bean. Life wouldn't be as busy. We'd have tons of time for cuddling. And we do still have 1 in the freezer for a sibling. At this point I will be elated with healthy!
Thanks again blogger friends for all of your support! You lift me up! You keep me sane!