August 23, 2009

Cancelled...Again...

Booo!!! This sucks! My lining went from 7.4 down to 5.

They had lowered my meds because they thought my E2 was soaring enough to take me the rest of the way. So last week I went from 8 mgs a day to 4. And my lining went down. I haven't even made it to triple stripe!

So here is the game plan. I am to stay on the estrace 4 mg's a day, they are scheduling me for a biopsy of the lining, after that I'm supposed to take provera and estrace for 4 days. 3-5 days from that I should get an AF and hopefully we will have the results from the biopsy to know what we are dealing with. I guess the concern is that my hormone levels aren't reflecting what is actually going on with my body...

All I know really, is that I am confused, disappointed, and frustrated. To me it sounds like I won't be able to cycle in September either if they are doing all this extra testing. Because correct me if I am wrong but don't I need another Lupron Depot shot before my AF to be able to cycle again?????

I'm really trying to have hope, but man... How many times can I get kicked in the teeth. How many times can I get cancelled, delayed, fail a test, have a cyst, etc.... I mean really just give me a break already!

2 comments:

Mad Hatter said...

Thank you for your hopeful comment on my blog. I'm really sorry that your IVF cycle isn't going to happen this month. Hormones and numbers! It's all so frustrating! I wish I could give some advice about the Lupron Depot shot, but I have never had any experience with Lupron (or IVF, for that matter). Sending lots of wishes your way for some good news!!!

Hope C said...

That so sucks. Sending you lots of hurry up and cycle w/o problems vibes.

Hang in there.