It is finally all finished! Wow what a job! I think it took us this long as we were afraid we were getting ready for heart ache. But we've moved (sort of) past this stage, and are embracing that we have a baby girl coming home in the next 4 weeks (maybe sooner)! Without further ado....
Well there it is. The pictures on the wall are from embryo development until now. I have one blank one that will get filled on Thursday. And the pink one is save for her newborn pictures. I know it's hard to tell the wall colour but it is actually white. We wanted to stay very gender neutral on the colour that way if we are fortunate enough to get preggo on our last embryo, we can adjust the nursery to suit whatever second bubble might be.
Things are going well here. I have a feeling that I will be very lucky to make it another 2 weeks. I don't know why I feel this way, but I really don't think I am going to make it to 40 weeks. But who knows, watch I'll end up getting induced! LOL! I finished packing her diaper bag. I packed my 'travel' bag, minus my make up and hair stuff obviously. And when JD gets home I am going to get him to get my suitcase from the basement so I can start getting my hospital suitcase ready to rock.
I am still having issues with 'Blogger'. I can not access one of my blog favorites. And I really want Meagan to know that I am thinking of her. I have been where she is, and it is a hard place to pull yourself out of. Nothing about IF is fair. You just do what you can to keep it together and keep putting one foot in front of the other. If that means taking a girls weekend, hitting the gym, shopping (even when you don't need it), or eating pounds of chocolate than do it. Slowly but surely you will recover from this failure. I promise. Please know I am thinking of you!