And right back to work! Little did we know they thawed the embryos the day before we flew out, and they kept growing! So we ended up transfering 2 five day embryos. 1 looked like it was a blast, the other looked like it was close behind. We got home Friday night, rested and slept the rest of the weekend away. Now today I am back in the office. Cranky, but back in the office.
I'm not feeling overly optimistic. I've had some sharp cramps and back aches. Which I had a lot last time with my failure. But none of the other pio symptoms. I know I should feel jazzed about this cycle, but I just can't get my hopes up to have my heart crushed again. And I really am having a hard time visualizing JD and I getting our happy ending.
Whatever will be will be. These em-babies are either going to nuzzle in for the long haul or they are not, and me stressing about everything I do is not going to make it happen. But if any of you have magic wands I definitely wouldn't say no to you putting a spell on these two nuts! Much love to all!