August 13, 2009

Who's Afraid of an Ultrasound?

That would be me! I have not had 1 good ultrasound yet... Oh sorry I may have had one good one when I was like 16!!! But not while we've been trying to have a baby. There's always, always been multiple cysts, tubes blocked, no follicles, or my lining is too thin when it should be nice, plump, and ready to rock!

In case you didn't pick up on u/s is tomorrow morning. I am terrified that I will be benched yet again. I don't feel like the medication is doing anything. No CM, no hot flashes, a little bit of headache, but I think that's stress more than anything. So unfortunately at this point I am going tomorrow with a negative feeling, which doesn't ever help anything.

I guess it wouldn't be horrible to be benched again... I'm still training an employee to cover Mr. M's old job and I lose another member of my staff at the end of the month because they are going back to University. So maybe I'm looking at this wrong. Maybe being benched for one more month is a blessing. Maybe in the grand scheme of things, the universe is waiting until I am less stressed to allow me a good shot. I guess we'll just have to wait and see what tomorrow brings.


Hope C said...

Good luck to you! Mine's tomorrow (fri) also. Hopefully we both have nice fluffy linings.

Brenda said...

I hope you had good news!